oh yeah look at little lj.

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-10-30T18:03:00

2005-10-30T23:08:33Z

Guess whos back.....tis me,this is the new sn-listen4darkness.

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-17T19:58:00

2005-07-18T00:02:38Z

i hate mother fuckin lj.
i don't even use it so yeah whatever if you want to know what the fuck i'm up to GIVE ME A MOTHER FUCKIN CALL OR COME AND SEE ME.
thats all.
oh one more thing if your name isn't
dana,sara,kat,sean,ryan,OR JASIN
you can.....fuck off

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-10T09:44:00

2005-07-10T13:45:20Z

i hurts so fuck much just to see you to talk to you but what hurts most is to talk to you
..........but what can i say i like pain

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-09T23:57:00

2005-07-09T03:57:50Z

forgot one
so damn fuckin sexy

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-09T23:07:00

2005-07-09T03:29:35Z

omg pant pant pant

that is some hot ass mother fuckin shit right there

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-08T22:52:00

2005-07-09T02:52:46Z

teehee what if i spit then what?

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tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-08T22:47:00

2005-07-09T02:47:27Z

hum...

lol awwwww

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tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-08T22:02:00

2005-07-09T02:05:45Z

everyone has gone down town tonight sept me cuz i'm....well not.
sucks that i can't go down town this weekend but you know what the a2 art fairs comin up and man is that fun.
all this dumb drama that goin on should stop it's pissin me off.

p.s
all people that i like have to come down for A2 art fair
it's halla cool.

lol

Vodka

<a

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-07T23:47:00

2005-07-08T03:49:20Z

why shuold i care
why should i cry
why should i give in
why should i brake down

BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW IS
why do you make me always ask why?

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-07-06T13:14:00

2005-07-06T17:18:09Z

i've seen honest faces but they usually come attached to liars

i didn't update cuz theres notheinf to say.

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-06-09T19:32:00

2005-06-09T23:32:56Z

yeah well nothing to say
i'm in high school ya?
it's a new school to hate me wooooooooooo

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-05-26T19:53:00

2005-05-27T00:03:02Z

i just got back from a week in chicago with little fucking bitching ass 7th and 8th graders.
the only fun thing that went on was poblo and i made a song to the song "smoke on the water' and made new words and called it "chode on the rode"
.............like i said theres was really nothing to do cuz that was REALLY REALLY fun to us at that time.?
i think i'm dating some one?
tom wont talk to me and wont call me back...i think he's mad that i am smoken now days.
"CENT IS MY HOT LOVE SLAVE"
-cent
....um
no your not.......
.....
*runs to get whip

well thats all i have right now

rrrruff

2005-05-21T23:37:36Z

not a lot going on
went to a thing with people and jay

sure

2005-05-20T17:18:33Z

2day i cryed a lot
more then all the other days
but not for what i have been crying about
today i cryed cuz i am letting go
i am getting on with my life
and that makes me feel like shit
if i could just go back i know i would be happy
but now i am not

i am so in love and yet i can't even tell him
then
i don't think will ever see him
cuz i don't rea;;y know him

i have to go to my friends gig tonight
and it's gana suck cuz a lot of little fucking 8th graders are going to be there
i know i am an 8th grader but still
i just dont like them

yeah

2005-05-18T17:32:55Z

i hate this feeling that every thing i had is slipping
i let some one i really cared about go
my friends and i never talk
all i ever do is sit at home or sit round a2
i really mis the ways things use to be
when i had some one who wanted me
lol
like that damn song
"i need you to need me,i want you to want me"
psht

yeah

2005-05-08T16:30:24Z

well then
long time no update.
there really is not a lot to say now days.
the neko's are talking over the world
been seeing a lot of the new commy people.
blinkin and i got to hang out thats was fun.
but other then that i'lm just hanging

woot?

2005-04-28T12:31:21Z

yeah well toms mad at me or some shit.
god i hate this.i mean i want to say that i don't care but you can go to hell for lying.

have not seen a lot of my friends for a long time now.
hum
nothing to do and nothing left to say.

yeah

2005-04-26T16:52:38Z

got a new lj "fairgothmother" go to it

yeah

2005-04-26T12:56:04Z

well that was fun.....or not.
mike was there he is nicly but him and tom talked like i really just was not there.
tom didn't really look at me.
it was hard to see him at 1st but when i stopped almost crying it was all good.

HAD A BAD ASS NIGHT for you who know about it WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU GIVE ME A RIDE?
loves you all.some more then others.

lol

2005-04-25T22:12:52Z

i'm going down town to see tom.i'm thinking that it's just gana be a knife in the heart but i really want to be his friend.
gee what i do for the people i love.
i had a really weird dream and i called kat and she said she had the same dream on the same night weird right?
school sucks ass i hate a lot of the people there.but you know what whatever i wont see them next year i'll have a different life and new people i will never have to see them.woooooot.
i will only have to see the people i love:dana,kat,rain,ryan,gus,tom,brig,blink.
no one els will i have to see.

i had class today lot and lots of class.lunch was fun i got to hang out with my friend jay.lol.he's so funny.then i left school got home tom said he could hang so i went to a friends and i'm about to go and see him right now.

tharesonlyyou @ 2005-04-22T12:57:00

2005-04-22T17:00:26Z

wooot kat is gonna come and live with me over the summer.
fuck yeah.
so there's this thing with drugs at my school now man it's so fucking dumb.
and all the little kids who really should not be doing them ARE it's getting on my god damn balls

gee

2005-04-18T12:36:51Z

you know that feeling you get when you get word that mom has just died or some one wants you to die.well i seem to be feeling that a lot now days.
i don't have the person that i really care and give a damn about.
god why the hell do i do this to myself.
this is really just the last time i can do this.
fall in love,open up,AND THEN HAVE MY HEART RIPPED STILL BEATING FROM MY LIFELESS BODY.
so i think i should just say "thats it" i wont do boy/girl friends now and if i do i wont really care i'll just be there.
oh i don't know if thats what i really want.
FUCK.
love is so fun don't you think.
***and if i yell in pain will you hear me***
(cuz i'm yelling and your not coming.)
so all i can say one more time is that i love you and i'm here.

yep

2005-04-14T12:28:08Z

went down town nothing really happened.
came home and nothing really happened.
gee and the poles are in and i really did a lot of nothing.

yaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-13T12:24:25Z

today is the day that noe one talks
woot
go gay rights.

down town

2005-04-12T16:47:05Z

went down town with ben and we walked around and stuff i think he likes me.
he gave me a ride to the hill and then i walked home from there.
talked to page.
then i tried to get myself to do something but i couldnt.
called dana wooooooooot i think we may hang out some time soon.